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This is a dump out of my tumblr which I am trying to use more :3 some stuff might be offensive. Everything links back to it's source through my tumblr!

“We must commit the most heinous sins because God feels a greatest pleasure forgiving to the great sinner” - Grigori Yefímovich Rasputin

I wanted to walk straight on through the red grass and over the edge of the world, which could not be very far away. The light and air about me told me that the world ended here: only the ground and sun and sky were left, and if one went a little farther there would only be sun and sky, and one would float off into them, like the tawny hawks which sailed over our heads making slow shadows on the grass. The earth was warm under me, and warm as I crumbled it through my fingers

I kept as still as I could. Nothing happened. I did not expect anything to happen. I was something that lay under the sun and felt it, like the pumpkins, and I did not want to be anything more. I was entirely happy. Perhaps we feel like that when we die and become a part of something entire, whether it is sun and air, or goodness and knowledge. At any rate, that is happiness; to be dissolved into something complete and great. When it comes to one, it comes as naturally as sleep. - willa cather