February 19th, 2011

Keeping My Angry Heart Occupied


 I haven't posted in quite some time, but I got some shocking news yesterday and need to release some demons.  Found out yesterday that my best friend/possibly soulmate(potentially more, the conversation of feelings is avoided by both parties) is leaving for his hometown for an indefinite period of time, as his father is terminally ill.  I'm still shaking and my eyes are swollen from crying, but I thought this would be a great time to post.  Sorry for the angst, but it even helps a little just to say as much.

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"The voice returns like the insistent out-of-tune
Of a broken violin on an August afternoon:
“I am always sure that you understand
My feelings, always sure that you feel,
Sure that across the gulf you reach your hand.
You are invulnerable, you have no Achilles’ heel.
You will go on, and when you have prevailed
You can say: at this point many a one has failed.
But what have I, but what have I, my friend,
To give you, what can you receive from me?
Only the friendship and the sympathy
Of one about to reach her journey’s end."-
"The Portrait of a Lady"-T.S. Eliot

I wanted to post more,but need to take a break. If you enjoyed this little post, feel free to follow me on tumblr a foullittletemptress.tumblr.com
  • Current Location: home
  • Current Mood: sad heartbroken
  • Current Music: "Quiet"-Rachel Yamigata